this is pretty much what i looked like today. down for the count working steadily on the size of the mountain of tissues next to my bed. what i had rolling around in my head was still pretty brilliant though. moving to maui has taken a toll on me financially and there has been so much change and shift in that area, but after four months i have come to the conclusion that i need $100 more a week for bare necessity type living. on sunday i asked a friend to pray for me about this. turned out she needed the exact same amount a week in her life too. and no i didn't find the securely perfect job that will provide $100 more a week, but to God's glory this week i was able to make 100 more dollars than i would normally.
i don't always find God where I think He will be, but He always finds me right where I should be, trusting Him.